jappy=p
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
as it gets darker

it has become increasingly hard to take sides. I can neither stand here nor there so where am I?

I know that she's wrong. but then again I know the older ones are being extremely paranoid and over-bearing sometimes. and I do know they have a point.

I get so frustrated that she refuses to tell the truth much less even tell me what she really did. I can't help but doubt her. I don't understand why would one want to endanger her own privileges and allow herself to be so closely observed. it's quite stupid really.

maybe I trust too easily. I have stated my stand before. If you dare to do it, there should be no problem in admitting to it, no matter how horrible the deed maybe. I myself have learnt it through the hard way. we should be responsible for our own doings.

however they are being rather unreasonable. then again who started this whole thing? it's not my fault if I jumped over to their side.

and she better not take it as I have no stand of my own and sticking on her side. I'm absolutely free to take anyone's side. and I'm definitely not stupid.

I don't want to care about it all anymore. but should I? I don't know really. sometimes, my earphones won't be around to block off all the noise. and only the speakers are there. it's damn conflicting.

anyway, what am I talking about?rar.

my gosh.

on a lighter note, I had a fantastic day today. shall update on it real soon!

pam says I'm a dao kia.


11:15 PM



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