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Thursday, May 11, 2006
rar. blogger finally loading after trying to click refresh ten billion times. I think my comp is going mad. it's laggy. heh. anyway I'm in a weird thinking mood. so don't bother if I'm talking rubbish. somehow, I don't feel in the right state of mind. I don't know it but just feels weird. I don't know whether it's myself forming those barriers or what. rar. maybe I just like or want to blame other things. rar. I hate this. I guess I just didn't push myself hard enough. I just can't think properly now. time is passing so quickly that the hols is coming. there's so much homework to do but I'm just not bothered enough to think of it. maybe I daydream about the future too much. whenever I read the newspaper, I will read the classified ads to look out for F&B jobs. I feel happy and damn excited looking at various hotels and restaurants wanting to engage cooks, chefs and what-nots. guess I'm thinking too far ahead. I really wish time could just fast forward. I think I'm weird. I sure do love school 'cos there's friends and great memories. sometimes, i just want to grow up really fast. I don't know whether being a chef is really the right path for me. I don't know if I can put in the effort and time. but I'm willing to try and learn. I don't need to own some michelin-starred restaurant or to be some celeb chef. I just want make people happy by eating something nice. it's that simple. and always has been. that's the thing that makes me want to bake/cook over and over again. anyway, there's a few years before I even get professional training. 10:30 PM
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