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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
I just can't bring myself to forgive or forget. I keep trying to force myself to do so but I can't. this time I really cannot. even after talking to father joe today, I just can't. I need time. it's different this time. no one that close has ever done that to me. never ever and I just can't take it. school was just so fake and weird. I could feel my heart contracting in such a weird way that I didn't even feel normal. the only thing I was thinking about was going home and just staying there. I don't even feel like going to school tomorrow. I don't like showing my emotions all over my face. it's just me. can I even ever open up again? I don't even know myself. 11:30 PM
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