jappy=p
Friday, March 31, 2006
just weird

rar. my whole mind is full of kat-tun songs. and I'm listening to Luo Zhi Xiang's Zhen Ming Tian Zi.

I think school today is just weird. people don't exactly seem to in the right mood. it's just so weird. oh well never mind.

I didn't go for geog lect and tutorial today. it feels weird. and I miss geog.

the comp is laggy. and my tv is dying too.

hmm.

I think I'm baking this weekend. I must find something nice to bake.

anyway,banana milk is kinda weird but nice in a way. but it's artificial. oh well, anyway so many things we eat are artificial so it doesn't make a difference does it?

I think I'm rambling again.

it's such a stoney day.

eh ms kc and mr IH. sorry if I was too fierce. u all know what I mean. heh.


11:15 PM


Thursday, March 30, 2006
all in all

I dropped geography in the end. I thought about it ten billion times since 2 days ago and half of today.I spent the entire geography lecture period in class thinking and praying about it.
(God didn't talk to me at all but he did send a sign.so ya=) )

I'm just very undecisive when it comes to this kind of academic stuff.

oh well, I've dropped geog already. I'm quite sad to drop it 'cos I've always liked geog. but it's a sacrifice I guess.

single period pe was bad. I almost died. we ran 4 rounds. I ran non-stop but couldn't make in time for the 10 min limit. and I can't do inclined pullups! argh!

anyway,ms kc is so weird with all her lil letters. I think it's quite amusing.

I cancelled tomorrow's cooking class although it's only GP that I'll need to skip. guess I'm just not in the mood for such things now.

oh we went to pam's place for a while. it was nice=)

I went to JP to meet nana. as usual, we went about looking for food. and nana joined dragonboat. her arms are like big now(bigger than mine!) ...

YY came along later. we ate stuff at Mos burger. I love mos milkshake!

we talked crap and laughed damn alot. it was so fun! =) had a really great time. they really made my day. and I still maintain that I'm not fierce okay! only when I scold people like what YY say.

rar.happy gal.

and I love my darlings=)


9:00 PM


Wednesday, March 29, 2006
still not decided.

I like chocolate truffle tart. Claudia made some for us. it's nice but not as nice as mine=p

I finished watching the entire Stand Up already! it's so sweet and funny. and I watched abit of kat-tun concert and smap concert.

I kind of did chem just now. I don't quite understand a few questions though.

I don't have to drop any subject but I know that with 4 subjects and with my terrible grades,I'm not very sure that I can produce good results in the end.

I'm quite half-decided now. It's either I'll drop geog or I'll keep my subs.

rar. I hate this. I so don't like making this decision. yuck.

sometimes, I wonder why am I studying so hard for. for a cert that shows I'm academically inclined. so what. it doesn't mean I'm smart in any sense what.

oh well,I'm talking crap.

I just can't think straight right now. my mind is in a mess.

I'm not upset or anything. it's just that I can't make up my mind.


11:15 PM


Tuesday, March 28, 2006
chem or geog

once again, I'm confused about stuff.

I did badly for terms. I haven't gotten back geog though. but I got 2 Fs. one for maths and the other for chem.

I don't know what's wrong with myself,you know. maybe I'm just irritatingly slack and all. and stupid. rar.

I'm definitely dropping a subject. I don't quite see how taking 4 subs in which I fail 2 will make me look cleverer.

but my chemistry sucks.rar.

this is damn gross. and I'm so scared of mr PC.

I don't know whether I can get a good grade for chem in the end.

anyway, it was a happy day=) half-priced waffles at gelare..and unglam moments=p haha!


11:00 PM


Sunday, March 26, 2006
follow the truth

I think I've been in a weird mood these few days. oh well.

actually,there'a alot to say but I don't exactly know what to.

anyway,I didn't blog the past 2 days because I was busy watching jap serials. I watched in the entire gokusen on friday and sat night(I slept at like 4am) the show was just too nice. I think gokusen is a good show. it's damn funny! =) and I watched 4 episodes of Stand Up today. it's so so so funny!

Jap serials make me happy.

haha=p

oh I'm changing to contacts! I haven't ordered them yet 'cos the optician has to order trial lenses for me to try 1st=)

rar.

I feel damn bad about not starting to study earlier for terms after PC's 'scolding'. somehow,I felt it was directed at me. I don't know whether I'm over-sensitive but it's very true that I'm one of the slackest in class. and ms kc is dropping chem so it leaves me and HL in front alone.

and I haven't told mama how I'll fare for the exams. I haven't told her I should be dropping geog. I guess I tell her later. I'll really miss geog. but this time I don't exactly have a choice,do I? I don't like doing things halfway. sigh.

I'm quite repulsed at the thought of maths lecture tomorrow. eee=(

but anyway,I should be baking on tuesday so it's a happy thing..

lalala.


8:30 PM


Thursday, March 23, 2006
THE TERMS ARE OVER!!!

rar!

I'm damn super duper happy! the exams are over!!

Right now, I don't quite care about the results even though I know I'll fail a couple of them eg maths.

it's been really hard studying this time. some many things happenned and I couldn't concentrate. ( not that I'll do better if life was just plain and normal but still...) it just make me ask God how come He has to put me through all this. ok I'm talking rubbish.
anyway I'm happy that I have such great people around me and no matter what happens we'll always be friends. (ok this sounds gross but true.)


I love my darlings.

I realised organic chemistry does make alot of sense like what Mr PC says. too bad I couldn't remember everything. I think he'll scream and faint when he marks S, K and my paper=( scary

we kinda went mad after the maths paper today. haha.

oh a bunch of us went out together. we went to Wisma atria's Food Republic. it's this really chinese-y(oldey) looking food court. it's a really nice place. I quite like it. 4 of us ate Laksa which is really nice(with more chilli added=p) we walked around quite abit. and later on to bugis to shop around. poor mr IH couldn't find his nike sling bag. oh well.

it's a very happy day.

Jdee lent me GOKUSEN aka jap serial. and she bought jap mags!! oh hot jap guys!!!



6:45 PM


Sunday, March 19, 2006
weird and stuff

hello.

yes I know I shouldn't be online when I'm supposed to be studying.

but still...

stuff isn't exactly going very well but still somehow we must move on and overcome whatever that is put before us.

yesterday,in church, father Joe talked about fulfilliment. about do we feel fulfilled from loving the people around us and what God's love offers.. somehow, it made me think more.

raow.

I'm kinda going mad.

oh I got a new phone. it was totally unexpected. papa and mama went to get a prepaid card for mel and nini to use. so they got a phone. and papa happily said I could take the phone if I wanted to. so I took it(or else it would be a waste of resources isn't it?) it's sony ericsson k700i. I'm still trying very hard to learn how to use it.

oh well. good luck to myself for the terms. shan't go online till thursday.

those having exams.good luck! and study hard..


11:15 AM


Friday, March 17, 2006
more and more food

trying to merge photos is no joke. someone please teach me how to merge photos! teach me adobe photoshop or something like that!

anyway, I had a great day. it's has ALOT to do with food.

chem remedial was quite rubbishy. I still don't understand carboxylic acids and I'm going to die very badly for terms.

we went out for lunch. me,mel,claud and mama. we went to Swisstotel The Stamford Equinox Restaurant. it's on level 70. the place is totally gorgeous. the view from above is lovely too.

P.S: the restrooms are so pretty!!

the food is lovely too. everything was passable. the seafood was really fresh. oysters and mussels are really nice. we had quite a few servings of food. I went for dessert for more than half the time. OH I got to eat pan-fried foie gras for the 1st time. and woah it's really nice. I can't exactly associate it with anything I've eaten but it's just really good.

their desserts are great. there's cakes,pastries, ice cream and fruits. I ate most of the desserts.
(mama stole the garnishing for the creme brulee. haha. it's the winterberry that we realised sometime ago is nice to eat)

here are the stuff I really liked(and ate the most of naturally)

cold tofu - foie gras

raspberry sorbet - green tea creme brulee

bread pudding - vanilla icecream

there's more nice stuff but I was too preoccupied with eating than taking photos=p

in short,it's a really great buffet. since mama has the membership card, we pay less than half price for the entire thing. but normally it's S$40++ per person for the semi-buffet.

we bought the kat-tun VCD which we are going to watch soon!

I went shopping with claud. mel went home 'cos she had violin lessons.

we went to the Esplanade. and we went to the Max Brennar Chocolate Bar. I had this melt-your-own-chocolate-and-cream thing. it's called suckao. it's too sweet for me but it was nice. I shall get a hug-mug next time. claud got a choc-expresso frappe.

Food Fair at Suntec convention hall was quite sucky. I was expecting slightly higher end stuff but sadly it was very supermarket-ish. there wasn't any specialty shops..

claudia bought CROCS! they are red and damn cute!!! I want those with holes. I think those are cuter!

I think this is a long post. oh well.


11:15 PM


Thursday, March 16, 2006
even my calculator doesn't like me

oh yay!!!!

blogger is actually working after clicking the 'refresh' button ten billion times!

haha.ok I'm mad.

actually I feel rather happy for no reason.

oh well. I did ONE maths tutorial today untill my calculator officially died on me. it just went completely cranky. yuckyuck!

I didn't exactly do alot of work today. but I'm happy to say I totally understand Photosynthesis now.
(and I just realised respiration in the respiration notes occurs only in animals. and I was thinking about photosynthesis occuring in animals but was quite shocked I was actually thinking such a stupid thing. when it obvious doesn't happen unless you see green people walking about.)

chem tutorial on carboxylic acids is horrible. I don't exactly see any link between the notes and tutorial questions.

the new library near Boon Lay interchange is kinda cool. I wanna go there soon. after the term exams I guess.

ok something random.
I think it's quite amazing how people communicate. it's like how sometimes people know things and stuff you did even before you tell them.

ok enough of my rubbish.bb!


11:45 PM


Wednesday, March 15, 2006
cabbing queens

argh!

I think I uploaded pics like ten times and I kept deleting them by mistake.
damn stupid!

haha. anyway that's a pic of me irwin and karmen in the taxi.

we went to visit P's mum. P look okay. she's a strong gal. her mummy is such a cute person=)

I didn't quite study today. or let's say I haven't studied. I shall go study up the rest of Bio later and start on geog.

I was reading the scandalous(but kinda boring) book K borrowed from the library and fell asleep! I was supposed to wake up at 6 but I woke up at 730 instead. AND I went to watch TV untill now. and tada I'm online.

so you see,not much work has been done!

raow.my baking plans are so not in order! not much time for baking.
(I want my food processor and Ikea sifter to make a better macaroon! and I'm awfully bad at whipping egg whites)

I don't like studying. if only I could be more hardworking..yuck.

oh well, I'm watching America's Next Top Model later. shall put bio notes right next to me and read them.

okay.I'm going off to do random things before the show.

I simply love food blogs. gorgeous pics. interesting stuff and FOOD!



10:15 PM


Tuesday, March 14, 2006
darlings! haha=p

oh well. I think it's a very cute pic of Karmen Chan and Irwin Ho =)

anyway, it's a sleepy day.

I almost couldn't wake up this morning. I got to school, went to register myself for the science symposium and left school with HL.

ridiculous right? but never mind. we went to meet IH and K for breakfast at BK.

maths remedial was rather rubbishy. I wasn't even listening. I was trying to figure out Alkenes.

studying at KAP mac was pretty okay. even though I totally zoned out after a while. K and IH were nagging at me to continue studying=( but I did 2 sets of Bio notes which is good. I guess I'll continue with the last set later.

I feel quite enlightened after reading the notes. and I still don't like maths!!!! raow...


but it's a nice day though.

oh we had roast beef and vegetables for dinner. Roasted pumpkin is the NICEST roasted veg ever. I think I ate too much which is bad.


ok I feel rather stupid and rubbishy now.

oh here are links to my photo albums.

bvgang.shutterfly.com
clickclique.shutterfly.com


9:15 PM


Monday, March 13, 2006
green and everything else


oh hello.

yes I know that's a stupid pic of me and nana. we were just bored whilst on the bus. (I think people were like laughing at us 'cos we were laughing like shit and talking photos over and over again.)

and yes. we're not wearing our usual specs.

but it's quite cute right?



nana is super chao ta-ey aka tanned!

I officially woke up at about 12 noon. super piggy but I don't care.

we went to the library. I randomly grabbed a couple of books and went off. we walked around a bit. I went to the baking shop to get almond meal. it's damn expensive.argh!

we walked around IMM for quite abit. we ate random stuff(as per normal) I bought my body shop spray! yay! it has a nice fruity smell which I absolutely love.

In conclusion, it was a great and fun day out with nana. damn fun!

oh we made pizza for dinner. it's really yummy=)

conference call was nice=) and rubbishy as usual..

raow! I'm tired and cranky. I need to find my notes. tomorrow is (try my best to) STUDY day.

oh ACJC Science Symposium please fill up my portfolio. I can imagine myself falling asleep in lecture.

oh this post is in green because nana's such a green person.


11:15 PM


Sunday, March 12, 2006
no. 1 attempt FAIL

oh yay!

it's another happy day!!

it's rather slack and lazy but nice=)

I tried baking macaroons but it was a huge flop. it totally didn't turn out. I'm so ashamed that I don't even dare to upload the pics. I am determined to bake really good ones by the end of the week.

something random.. I think I'm going to be a very temperamental and grouchy chef. I don't like people touching or using my baking stuff without my permission. I refuse to let people help or even see me bake. and I'm rather particular about the end product. oh well, is that like a characteristic of chefs or is it just me?

raow!

we went to Jurong Lake park. it's new. there's lots of stuff to do there.. I love playing monkey bars. it's damn fun! and flying fox too=) haha!

oh we saw Julian Hee. he's so hot! and ultimately cute!

oh happy me=)

going to the library tomorrow...

I miss people! like ms kc,IH,HL,Jdee,mandy,pam and syl and others..


10:00 PM


Saturday, March 11, 2006
NUS open house

hello!

it's a happy day=)

NUS open house was pretty fun.we,me, IH and HL, managed to get quite a bit of info and stuff(and not to mention brochures and stuff) and orange and blue balloons!
well,those balloons are now let loose in my house and it's floating around randomly right at the top of the ceiling which is rather impossible to catch.
IH and HL let their balloons loose! so bad right!

the course that I want(food science and technology) admits only 30-40 people per year!!!! argh! I must psycho myself to say I love chemistry! and get an A for that..=(

we were happily taking photos with my cam and IH's phone. damn funny! =p

anyway, church was quite nice. the bishop came. he's so cute! he did his cute lil song-ish blessing before he left. we sang Be thou my vision during service. I was thinking of Founder's day. haha!

we had dinner with maryann yiyi and family!

okay off to random surfing!


irwin,huiling and me! heh.one of the nicer not so funny pics..


9:30 PM


Friday, March 10, 2006
San Francisco!

I'm a happy person.

Gugu just made my day with a lovely sweet email. apparently, there's a new culinary school near her place! that's totally cool!


I can't wait till next year. then,I can go over to San Jose where gugu lives.

CULINARY SCHOOL!!!!

oh the Johnson & Wales University Brochure came. it's really nice=)

school was pretty okay. GP exam was passable. hopefully I'll pass.

on wednesday,a couple of us went swimming. me, ms kc, IH, hydride and HL. it was really fun.

IT"S THE SCHOOL HOLS. but boohoo..it doesn't feel like the hols at all! the term exams are starting right after the hols which is ONE week long. how boring.

I've decided. Macaroons is going to be the project for this march holidays. I'm going to try baking them. I read a couple of threads on macaroons on egullet.

something random.
friends have to trust each other only then friendship can exist. isn't that so?
and I'm frustrated because I thought I made myself clear that if there's anything that needs to be asked or said, it should be said directly. I don't care whether it hurts my feelings or what so ever.
can't we just be honest with each other?
(argh! stop acting like primary school kids!raow!)

anyway,cheers!
Happy hols!


9:00 PM


Tuesday, March 07, 2006
350th post!

I'm tired!my hands have blisters(from trying to do chin-ups and inclined pullups)

it rained just now so I couldn't play monkey bars today. didi and I went to the gym instead.

school is pretty okay.

I want to study food chemistry. it's so interesting.

I need to pass NAPFA!! argh!. I can't do inclined pullups. I bet my standing broad jump is going to be bad. and I can't make it for 2.4km run.

I hate exams and all. yuck.


7:15 PM


Sunday, March 05, 2006
madeira butter cake

it's a lazy day.

I woke up to go for church with mel. mel went for her catechism class and me to mass.

it's pretty nice. I finally listened to the homily in detail.

we meet up with vanessa and charmaine(my cousins) for lunch. we talked tons of crap. it was super fun=)

I think me and mel talk too much rubbish. we talked non-stop to church and on our way home. haha!

I baked a butter cake just now. it's from Nigella Lawson's How to be a domestic goddess. it's pretty nice. but I still like mama's apple butter cake better!

that's all for today!


7:30 PM


Saturday, March 04, 2006
high on sugar

hello!
I had a tiring but wonderfully great day.
we had our beach cleaning CIP at east coast park. it's terribly disgusting but we were slacking most of the time.
we had lunch at Suntec city. Mr PC came along. we ate dessert before our mains.and I ate dessert after that main which is bad but I really wanted to eat more=p
the American Universities Exhibition is rather disappointing. I wanted to talk to the guy but there were too many people!
Career fair was good though. I've got tons of brochures. I got a few (very) important ones like the Le Cordon Bleu (Australia), Deakin University(Australia) and a couple of others. there's some F&B related brochures too.
oh I so want to be a chef..
(but I'm quite worried if I can take the long working hours and if my interest can be sustained)
I talked to mama. she says I have to go to NUS to take the food science & technology course,then go out and work and then go to culinary school!
=(
I want to go to culinary school!
I will consider my options carefully.
dinner at Jumbo Riverwalk was really nice. we ordered our usual stuff(Peking duck,crispy baby squid,nestum prawns,chilli crab,black pepper crab)
I love crab! esp the black pepper one!
we had really really good desserts at Riciotti,the Italian cafe nearby. we had profiteroles(flavoured custard puffs doused in choclate), pannacotta( vanilla-flavoured cream set using gelatin) and Morbida(chocolate mousse with a liquid centre)
it was heaven!
I love food!
papa and mama
Morbida pannacotta



11:00 PM


Friday, March 03, 2006
workout!

I think I have more or less found my direction.

I'm quite scared by the amounts of money my parents would have to pay if I ever go overseas to study.
maybe IH is correct in wanting stay here.
I will come back but I want to learn culinary arts somewhere else.

I'm not very sure though.

gugu sent me this really sweet email=)

school is pretty fun. lots of laughter and rubbish.

I love ms kc,jie and HL super alot. they are damn cute people. and of course pam and syl. and the rest!

we went swimming! me nini and didi. it was super fun! halfway thru we went to the fitness stations to do random exercises! super fun!
I must be able to go across the monkey bars!
oh didi has lil ab lines. how cute!


10:00 PM


Wednesday, March 01, 2006
A level results are out!

I got a C5 for my chinese. it's quite bad. I wanted a B4 but never mind. I'm okay with the grade.

Claud got 4 As! super good results! I almost thought she couldn't make it. I'm damn happy for her=)

Founder's day was pretty okay. it was so slack. me and jade were like squabbling over who's cuter( Arashi Sho vs Ohno) =p

me and P agreed that good results doesn't mean anything. so what if you get 4 As,distinctions for 3 Special papers and A1 for the languages. it doesn't mean success in the future.
AND why do people who need the funds to go overseas to pursue their passion not have enough resources? and those who totally can stay in singapore,get some scholarship and study here ALWAYS go overseas?
raow =(

I need to set my priorities right. reschedule stuff. start on various food projects. sign up for more classes. school stuff is in a total mess.

argh!

church today was pretty okay. I think I must be a more holy person. I actually forgot what ash wednesday is!!


9:15 PM



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