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Saturday, April 30, 2005

Back from swimming!

argh!I lost my entry!but never mind.I'm kinda free so ya..
I'm back from swimming.it was pretty fun.I played with my cousins n siblings n swam a few laps.quite enjoyable n relaxing.
We went to Alexander food centre to eat.I was kinda disappointed 'cos I expected something nicer for my sis's[youngest sis,melanie] bday dinner like a restaurant dinner.but dinner was ok but not tt great either.after dinner,we went to queensway to get my sis's[second youngest,mel] converse shoes.She got high cut converse sneakers[denim]it's quite nice n I can wear them.yay!haha this means tt I can wear them out.Mel say I can borrow them!yay!haha.but I hardly wear such stuff.
I'm tired n my throat still hurts.Tml I'm going to church n in e afternoon I'm going to bake brownies.I hope I can meet up with my ex-bvss friends but most of them can't make it.i think only me n YY will go.but haha I don't mind.Let's go out to do homework!I've got lots of hw to do!argh.with ppl ard,then I can do my work if not I'll be slacking at home[doing nothing at all]
I ate white choc just now.quite nice n yummy.heehee.
I've realised tt my classmates[old SD2 ppl] r very sentimental n they can't let go very easily as in they r forever thinking about n missing their old class. Maybe it's just me thinking too much about e way they behave.or maybe I can adapt very well to different environments n feel perfectly fine.I remember my ex-npcc friend told me tt I'm like a chameleon.With different ppl,I have different personalities.
To me.they seem perfectly fine with e new class but deep down inside they don't really feel for e class.as in they can't let go of their old class...
Somebody give me an answer to 'is it me or them'?as in if they r being too extreme in missing their old classmates or me being too heck care-ish 'cos I'm like not like them n 'cos I have moved on?

10:00 PM

as hungry as always.

I woke up at 10 'cos my dad called to tell me tt I have to send my sis to ballet class.So in a rush I went to wash up before going.but e water supply was cut off.argh!I had to brush my teeth using drinking water.I went around e taps in e house trying to search water but I only got like a 1/4 cup of water.I managed to change n everything.I got my sis n lil bro out of e house n we went to bukit timah plaza.we took e bus.haha.
I went to e supermarket with my lil bro n later on my mum came down.I bought lots of junk food[chips n chocolate] 'cos I need to motivate myself to study using all this food.haha.we went to eat lunch.I ate quite alot.at there,I ate mee rebus.when I got home I ate 1 dragonfruit,1 pear,some kueh thing n later I'm going to eat more.I'm super hungry.today's supermarket trip was rather nice.
Later at abt 4,I'm going swimming.yay!plus it's my sis's bday.woohoo!
My sorethroat is getting worse.In e morn,I was like a frog croaking.now,it's a lil better.I got some lozenges so it should get better.
I can't wait to go swimming!I missed last week's swimming outing.so I'm definitely going this time.yay!
*sigh*suddenly I miss my friends...

2:15 PM

Watching rugby is so cool!

sch was nice.it was boring at parts but not too bad.
in e morn,I finally walked to sch with P.haha.
pe was super fun.we played badminton.haha.at 1st I played with A n JM.haha.but we weren't very gd at hitting e shuttlecocks served by one another as like blah blah can't hit what I serve n I can't hit what blah blah serves.so I went over to play with K n tree.haha.it was damn funny.WH teached us how to serve.I learnt a new way of serving.so cool!haha.tree n K r so shitty at serving..tt tree is so funny!haha.he can't serve.haha.he always either hit nothing or e shuttlecock hit e side of his racket or his shuttlecock go in all directions.I kept teasing him.haha.tt K also.e way she serves is so funny.haha.but she's at least better than tree.she accidentally hit me!argh![erm..my upper body!]wahaha,I was like 'K!' then we were laughing n laughing.thank goodness,she didn't whack me too hard.if not I will be like,u can fill in e blanks urself.haha.but pe was really fun.yay!
geog tutorial was pretty ok although Mr Lynn didn't come[he's sick..again]e relief teacher went thru some concepts than we spent e rest of e time talking.haha.chem prac wasn't too bad.it was pretty ok.quite fun in fact.bio lecture was so cool.it's about erm...something abt inserting genes into a plasmid.really cool.
we ended sch early[at 350]I stayed back in sch to accompany K n Liz.tree orange J A were around too.haha.I had a nice time talking to them n teasing tree.haha.we watched e rugby match[only e 1st half]it's very funny n so cool.haha.seeing guys run abt n jump onto each other.I was like laughing when they were playing.it's rather entertaining.haha.AC played against MI.although I didn't watch e entire match,I'm very sure we won 'cos we were clearly leading by alot.yay!rugby is so cool!
I was really hungry after lunch even though I ate lunch.we had lunch at 110.but during maths[second period after lunch]I felt hungry.my tummy felt n was empty.haha.after sch I went to get something to eat.I bought 2 donuts[yummy]I gave tree one.haha.tt fella die die don't wanna admit he's hungry too.haha.after eating tt donut,I felt hungry again[omg what's wrong with me?]so we went to buy more stuff to eat.haha.this time I ate biscuits.haha.K left early 'cos her dad came at 5.I waited with Liz till 540.then I went home alone like always.
I got m&ms for my sis[her bdae is tml] 'cos I'm in a financial crisis.then walked home really slowly 'cos my feet hurt like anything[I was wearing my white shoes]
haha.today was a nice day.haha.can't wait for tml.I can go eat out with my family at some nice restaurant[my sis's bdae dinner]plus I can go to e supermarket too[in e morn]so fun!
next wk,I'll most probably go back to jj.I'm accompanying P 'cos she wanna see her eyecandy play in e hockey match against jj.haha.u know what,I picked out her eyecandy during e track meet.
[Wed 27 April entry-sometimes I just look out for cute guys to look at.there was one cute J2 fella n this swimmer who has a great upper body[so macho looking.but not my type.his type of looks doesn't attract me.he's kinda cute though.]
haha e 'one cute J2 fella' is her eyecandy.thank goodness,I know it now.if not I'll be like admiring her eyecandy,haha.I don't wanna fight with her.haha.chem tutor is cuter.haha.
talking abt guys,haha,I think tt Liz n tree think tt I'm guy-crazy 'cos I'm always exclaiming 'hey tt guy is so cute' when I see a cute guy.I saw this cute MI guy who came to support MI during e rugby match.
haha.
I'm gonna watch tv n eat dinner.yay!I still have a sorethroat but at times it's perfectly fine.haha.sometimes I lose my voice n it sounds horrible.

7:15 PM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

shitty day...*sigh*

today was damn awful.in e morn there was gp.S wasn't around then[she was sick n came later in e day]I missed her so much 'cos it's weird tt she isn't around.she's kinda my best friend in class.haha.Bio practical was terrible.we had a mock spa testing skill B.I did e whole experiment wrongly.argh!plus I did e wrong stuff in front of LCM[my bio tutor]I dropped e YG mixture directly in e hydrogen peroxide which is wrong.'cos we have to put e YG mixture into calcium chloride it will then form a bead which is to be put in e hydrogen peroxide.argh!thank goodness it's only a mock spa...
from then on,my day got even worse.pe was sucky.we had to run 2 rounds n cool off.then another 4 rounds.Me K n J were e only ones in class who couldn't make it for e 1st round of running.later on we were really slow.on e last round,orange n WH ran with us to make us run.so sweet of them.with some motivation I managed to finish my 4 rounds.yay!lessons were pretty boring.S came along during bio lecture before geog test.when I saw her,I was damn happy.geog test was kinda scary 'cos I didn't know how to organise e format of e essay.but I pretty much crapped thru my essays.haha.I shd be able to get a near pass or pass.I don't have too high expectations but at least a pass would make me really happy.
chem was nice.he's so so so cute.haha.I only have 4 more weeks of him as my chem tutor.I will definitely treasure this time.as in even if I don't have a crush on him,I would still be sad tt he's not my tutor 'cos like how often do u get a cute chem tutor.
I stayed on after sch as I was going to meet YY n Ser at 6.me K n J went to get pe shirts.I didn't buy icecream although e icecream man was there.haha.I shall not tempt myself.
I met YY n Ser.I did up my geog stuff admidst YY's stupid ramblings.haha.really hard to concentrate.she n Ser r always quarelling.we ate at e foodcourt.YY treated me to desert.we went to coffee bean.YY treated me n Ser to fruit tea.yummy.so nice of her..yay!
I was really tired.YY accompanied me home[so nice!]I went to bath n eat dinner again.these few days,I'm really hungry.so I'm like eating alot.haha.
Tml shd be a nice day.I hope so.Bio tutorial is cancelled[yay!]so if possible maybe we can go home early.yay!I'm bored n tired.
I'm really tired so I'm going to sleep very very soon.
I still have a sorethroat.sometimes I even lose my voice.n ocassionally,my throat feels so itchy tt I wanna dig it out.argh!
hey,next wed,4 May,I'm going back to BVSS to get my speech day award.Who wanna go with me,any takers?

10:00 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

e weather is damn hot.

I can't stand e weather.it's so damn hot.argh!
I like e 730 channel u shows.they r nice.e jappy serial n e dolphin thingy.haha.I lke jap serials.they always have really cute guys in them like Takashi Sorimachi,Takuya Kimura,Takashi Kaneshiro,Hideaki something n many more.They r really cute n so so hot.haha.
P didn't walk with me to sch today.She missed e train:(tml she shd be on e same train as me.
today was a boring day.but not so so so bad.haha.Project work was quite ok.we got to know our groupings.I like my grp,comprising of K S[yay,2 of my best buddies]WH n B.it's ok,not too bad although we have..I think my group is e best paired up group in e class.Like I didn't get into a group with ppl I don't know very well.plus S[my fellow 2nd intaker] n K[class rep] r my close friends.WH is vice class rep while K is e class rep.haha.I'll be e slacker of e group.haha.I quite like it.we wanted to do task 1 but it was kinda hard to do.later on we decided on task 2.e main idea is really cool.U will know what's it about when I do surveys[u ppl out there will help me do e survey.haha]it's fun.haha
e rest of e day was pretty ok.not too bad.but boring.haha.E track n field meet was damn boring.I was like stoning around.I tried to study for my geog test but I couldn't.I was damn tired n bored.haha.we had to sit in our houses.I'm e only one in TKK.but haha my whole class sat with me at my house['cos it's e nearest to e main gate.easier to get out of sch when we r dimissed]haha.I was really bored.S talked on her phone with her best friend of 8 years[damn cool!] while I tried to study.we ppl just talked about stuff n teased K.ocassionally,tree would come over to crap with us.sometimes I just look out for cute guys to look at.there was one cute J2 fella n this swimmer who has a great upper body[so macho looking.but not my type.his type of looks doesn't attract me.he's kinda cute though.] haha.after tt,I waited with K n J for their parents to pick them up['cos I wanted to eat icecream.haha]I told them if e icecream is around,I'll wait with them.haha.
I'm not done with my geog yet.I haven't started on my human geog yet.I'll glance thru it later.then I'm going to sleep.I'm really tired.I hope I won't fail e test.
tt stupid tree[friend's nickname] n S r still calling me marie but who cares..haha..
I have pe tml.I hate running!but never mind.I have chem tutorial.yay!cute chem teacher!wahaha.I have to bring my old bio textbk to sch tml 'cos I'm meeting Ser to give it to her.I'll be really happy after e geog test.
I'm still having a sorethroat.it's so so so itchy.argh!
*sigh*my bag will be heavy...I don't like heavy bags.I got to bring pe n bio text n geog notes n my file.*sigh*

8:45 PM

Time really passed really slowly today.

it was a really slow day.lessons were pretty boring n e day didn't seem to end but it was ok.not too bad.
I was really hungry today.I ate lots of choc n stuff.haha.I feel like eating alot..haha..
I got back my chem test after double maths tutorial[I waited damn long for e paper n to c e cute chem tutor.haha]maths was really boring[trigo..argh!my worst topic in amaths]u know what I PASSED MY CHEM TEST!!!!YAY!haha.I got 10 n a half upon 20.yay!I was really happy 'cos I thought tt I would fail n get a single digit but I didn't.yay!human geog tutorial was fun.I like e female tutor for once.she's always been nice but I don't really like her.haha,she kept saying tt she hates K 'cos K wrote a really long essay for her to mark.I got 15 upon 25 for my human geog essay.really cool 'cos I've never done a pure geog essay once.haha.
e rest of e day was pretty ok.haha.as usual me n S had several moments of laughing fits..haha..so funny.we can always laugh n laugh abt stuff.she seemed a lil moody today but after maths she was ok.I stayed back after sch to do my chem tutorial but I couldn't finish it up 'cos I didn't know how to do it.me J L n K stayed back.L n K were waiting for their parents to fetch them home while me n J did our tutorials.I went home with J[take mrt]
u know what,those few fellas [S I n a couple more] r calling me Marie!tt stupid tree started it then S started using Marie to tease me.argh!they r so bad.no one calls me tt but who cares.let them call me tt.at least it is not a sucky nickname like moomoo for K.haha.
I went to westmall.I went to buy potato chips in case I wanna snack on stuff.then I saw BS with one of my np juniors.haha.I've realised how much I don't know about sec sch life.they r starting to have their midyear exams while I'm still going on with my normal study life.I went to Popular[bookshop]I met Ser n N at cofee bean 'cos I sms Ser to tell her tt Westmall's Watsons is open.haha.then she n N was around so i went over to say hi.I saw a couple of juniors mugging[omg they r only secondary 3.so hardworking.during sec 3,I was enjoying life n slacking away.haha]then I went home.
I'm still eating a lot of stuff[all sorts of rubbish]I'm going to watch tv n sleep early.Tml,I have e track n field meet to attend after sch.attendance is compulsory.so boring!I also don't know who is in my house*sigh*
haha,but who cares.I'm going to a great day tml.yay!but don't have chem but haha it's ok.thurs got chem!hey ya..I just remember tt I have to read up on some of my geog if not I have to read up on alot of stuff for my thurs geog test.

7:15 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005

Damn irritating.

I've been searching for my black fbt shorts for at least 15 to 20 mins.And where do I find it on my elder sis!argh!I wasted my time searching for it.I went thru my entire wardrobe,my 2 younger sis one,my elder sis,my parents one n even my lil bro's drawers.I totally wasted my time when I could have done something more productive.I asked my elder sis abt e shorts but she didn't tell me tt she was wearing them.argh!I went around having e mindset tt it must be somewhere right infront of me n I just have to look around.when I realised tt my fbt shorts were on her,I was like 'argh!so irritating.'n my sis just dismisses me 'I can't hear u' n on e pretext of doing her work when I clearly asked her abt my black fbt shorts..argh!but never mind I shall cool down.she will be forgiven.haha.
chinese tuition was ok not too tiring.after tuition,I watched a bit of tv.I went to 'repair' my adidas bag[e khaki brown n green one]I sewed up all e frayed parts n e holes[sort of.e cloth is starting to wear out]yay!haha!I want my bag to last for as long as possible.I like my adidas bag lots!my dad bought it for me when he went to Korea[hey mind u,original ok:P]it has been with me ever since I was sec 2.so it has lasted really long n I'm gonna make it last thru jc.haha.I'm gonna sleep now.I need my sleep.but I don't feel tired.
I'm having an ultra itchy throat now.I am not going to get a sorethroat if not I will sound horrible.I shall force myself to drink lots of water.yup.

10:45 PM

YAY!wahaha.happy!

today was a nice day.sch was ok not bad.chapel was quite nice.they showed a video about this guy who was caught in a fire when he was a lil kid n how he survive thru n how he's doing now.it's really touching.he is really scarred n he doesn't have any fingers.It's kinda scary but it is really e grace of God tt let him live on.so cool.
Lessons were cool.Chem was nice!yay!'cos during class he was asking for answers,he called me'marie' argh!but we corrected him n he said Claire Marie 'sounds beautiful'wahaha..so sweet right?haha,tt really made me feel damn happy.haha before tt,he was demonstrating something to A n held A's hand.of course I'm not jealous la A is a guy n e chem tutor is definitely straight.haha,they said 'ay claire jealous or not?'wa..so embarrassing but I think he didn't hear it.so embarrassing...omg he's so damn cute...
bio test was ok.not bad.it's quite ok so I think I can pass.'cos e test tested partly O' level stuff so yea!
haha,the rest of e day passed really fast.geog lecture wasn't tt great 'cos Mr Lynn was in a bad mood*sigh*
I'm going to have tuition soon.I've finished doing my chem prac so after tuition I can slack n watch tv.yay!

6:15 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Class outing was ok ..quite fun..

I woke up at abt 10.I bathed n stuff.Then I went to bukit timah plaza with my younger sis n parents.I went to cut my hair!it looks ok.it's shorter n I quite like it.yay!haha.then we went to buy lunch,went home.I went to bath,eat n rushed off to meet my classmates.I was late but never mind.haha.there weren't many ppl going only abt 12 13 ppl?quite pathetic but I didn't expect tt many ppl to go anyway.but J S HL A n E didn't come!so sad but *sigh* it's ok.
we went to marina bay's patch of grass[haha,tt's what we use to call tt place.].they went to eat 1st.me n K ate fruits n jelly[yummy]I had carrot juice with milk[yummy!one of my fav drinks]later on,we went to get our kites.I got a kite which has a red n blue tail[so nice! red rocks!]
we went to fly our kites at e field.it was pretty fun.it was damn hot but quite nice.I was kinda blind-ish 'cos e sun was shining into my eyes.my kite string got tangled twice!haha.at 1st,my kite didn't go very high up.but later it went so high up tt I decided to let it go[I used up e entire roll of string]haha,so proud of myself[this proves tt my kite-flying skills aren't tt bad.hehe]
later on we went to marina square.we ate long john silvers.all of them went to play pool while me n K went to play in e arcade.so fun!we went car-racing!I found a better car-racing game than daytona.woohoo!so fun.we played it over n over again.we also played a shooting game.quite fun!haha!we also left early 'cos e rest stayed on playing pool.I didn't play 'cos I don't like pool[I just don't like it.I don't see what's so nice abt poking tt white ball.just treat me as someone who does not appreciate e beauty of pool.]we went shopping!yea!so fun!I saw a couple of nice stuff but didn't buy it 'cos I'm sort of in a financial crisis.K got her parents wedding anniversary present[a really sweet looking happy house photo frame]we went around most of e shops n then went to take e mrt home.
I took e mrt going towards woodlands-bukit batok tt route.very long travelling time but 'cos K alights at AMK so I pei[accompany] her.haha.we talked abt stuff n guys.haha.it was fun.
on e whole,it was pretty ok.not tt bad but not tt great either.haha,tml I have to go to church alone.I'll be bored but I don't mind.I have lots of homework to do n a bio test to study for.I've no idea how am I going to accomplish all this.
Lately,I feel very piggy-ish.I've been eating chocolate everyday n snacking on other stuff.how?I'm going to grow even fatter:P but I can't help it.I've no idea y...

10:45 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

PE rocks!!!

Today was a really great n fun day.everyone was in a pretty good mood.
Pe was so fun!!!I like soccer..wahaha.when we played girls vs guys,it was so so fun.we gals kept screaming.so fun!!!wahaha.u know what,I'm 1.7m tall n 62kg.yay!so happy.haha.I thought I would be 1.68m tall n 65kg.haha.yay!so cool.
lunch was nice.I ate chicken noodles with 6 spoon-fulls of chilli.yummy!so nice! geog tutorial was pretty boring but ok.haha.but not tt bad.chem prac went fine.yay! for once a only have to do 2 titrations!so proud of myself!haha.bio tutorial was boring but who cares..gp test went ok.it was an open-book test.It was really done in a rush.We had to flip pages n read really fast to find all e points.but I did fine 'cos I read really fast.then me n S started discussing abt e test n laughing abt stuff.we laughed from e end of gp test until e start of maths tutorial.wahaha.
I went out with Ser[ex-schoolmate]YY couldn't make it so too bad.haha.we went to coffee bean.so nice.I ate a slice of mud pie.Ser ate tiramisu.haha.plus drinks too.I had sunrise[I don't drink coffee].Ser got mocha.it was nice.I wanted to get socks but there weren't any nice ones so I didn't get any.Ser went to do her watch.when we went home,on e way,I got a pair of earrings[dangly type n they r red!so nice]
it was a really great day.so happy.tml I'm going for class outing.yay!

8:15 PM

Thursday, April 21, 2005

yay.I get to blog!!!

Yay!I'm finally online after a few days 'cos my sis got banned from e com again.So I suffer.but now I can get in 'cos I have e password.yay!the last time I blogged was on mon.But I have lots of stuff to tell u ppl.
I have kinda lost track of time.I have no idea what's wrong with me.Haha.
On monday,there was spotcheck.omg.when e teacher said he was going to do a spot check,my heart went like whoa..out of control..beat so fast.I was like how?I pulled my skirt down tucked in my shirt nicely.so unlucky,I was wearing my drawstring shirt tt day.then all of us look so toot with our shirts 'nicely' tucked in.everyone look so toot..haha..so funny.e teacher didn't say anything abt my shoes[fully grey n some red parts]he only asked 'is ur socks white?'I said yes.but in reality,tt day,my socks were coloured but u can't c the colour cos only e top part is white the rest is 'rainbow'when I showed my socks to a bunch of classmates,they all laughed like hell.wahaha..very funny..hehe..my socks r nice rite?haha..
On tuesday,we had chem test.I'm definitely going to fail it.upon 30 I'm gonna get a single digit.yay!haha.after sch,I met up with YY again.J was with her n SL WW n YJ were also at mac.U know what,YY n E met up with J n they nv tell me!!!they assumed tt I was busy.argh!!so bad.I wanna go.as in I don't get to c J n E tt often.the they never ask me along:P I managed to do up my geog essays.I left at abt 8.It was fun seeing those few ex-classmates.
Yesterday was nice too.I had a nice day in sch.pccg perod was fun.we had to do this long term goal thing.most of my classmates wanna be professionals like docters n stuff[tai-tai wannabes..haha]while I wanna be a chef..haha.every one wants to earn at least 10k,while I only put abt 2k+.haha.maybe I'm too practical or they r too materialistic.only J came e closest to me.she sees herself being an housewife[not e tai-tai type but just being an ordinary one.so cool.]
I came home at abt 5+ I went to read a couple of magazines n went to take a nap before having chinese tuition.but I was really tired so I cancelled chi tuition.YY woke me up by calling but she got an irritated me on e phone..haha.too bad.her timing is always quite off.I slept from abt 6 until this morning.I didn't even wake up for dinner.so weird!
As a result,I was n still am quite hyper.everyone in class was kinda tired n bored but I wasn't.haha.I got so much sleep.I was almost late for my normal train.I woke up earlier but got to e mrt station late.I forgot to take my wallet.so irritating.I had to walk back n got my wallet!but sch was nice.
During pe,I only ran 2 rounds[one warm up,one voluntary] 'cos I was doing some pullup thing.e pe teacher dismissed us after tt but I told K tt we must run if not we will fail pe.maybe tml after sch I'll go ask a few ppl along to run with me.I will not fail Napfa.Today I got teased by those few fellas abt e cute chem tutor.so embarassing!but I don't mind..haha.funny.we had double chem so nice!he's so cute la.J always laughs at me when I look at e chem tutor:P so bad!other than tt,I was quite happy.haha.I'm always happy.Yay!I'm going for Camelot[school play]yea!so happy.hehe.e chem tutor is starring in it.so cool.actually a couple of my closer friends didn't wanna go.I wanted them to go with me but luckily K say she's going then e rest also jumped on n said they would go too.yay!haha.argh!I have a bio test on monday!!!what am I going to do?
all in all,today was fun!tml we r having pe..yay!so fun.I have a gp test.I need to read up my gp package.I went thru it just now but later I'll go highlight all e main pts n stuff.
I think ppl in my class don't feel happy easily.I think it's because they r too demanding of themselves ,they aren't satisfied easily or they r just e way they r 'cos they were like tt since they were young.haha.kinda unlike me 'cos I feel happy very easily.although I may be bored or dazed in sch,I'm very happy with what I have.haha.so I also don't know what to do abt it.haha.I'll find out a way some how..
I still haven't found someone tt is super cute n can look at for ages.tt would make life more fun than it is.

7:15 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Sleep-walking..

U know what?I think I sleep-walked yesterday night.In e middle of e night my sis found me sleeping on her bed which is next to mine.she woke me up.In my subconscious state,I told her I myself don't know y I ended up on her bed and went back to my bed.my goodness something is wrong with me..
my day was quite nice.I woke up at abt 9.I went around eating breakfast n reading sunday times.The World Gourmet Summit is being held in Singapore.so cool!When I become a chef,I wanna be like all these world renowned chefs.if only I had a chance to be trained by these ppl...then I went to finish up my geog essays n chem prac.My mum cooked fish head curry for lunch[yummy!]my aunt n cousins came over after church.I went to take a nap at abt 2.I woke up at 4 but went back to sleep.I wanted to wake up at 5 but ended up waking up at 630.I studied a lil lil bit of chem.I had dinner[pizza]currently,there is e nkf show on.Vincent Ng is damn hot[u shd look at tt bod of his..whoa..haha]e performances r quite entertaining.tt's all for today.I wanna bath.*sigh*there r so many pimples popping out!so ugly...

8:15 PM

yea!happy me.

today was a nice day.lots of stuff happened.more good than bad.
in e morn,I met P again.haha.she's going to sch early these few days.we get along quite well 'cos we r tong lei[same kind.both of us come from virtually unknown neighbourhood schs]
sch was pretty fun.lessons were quite ok.geog tutorial rocks!haha.I love physical geog.it's just so cool.I have to rewrite my geog essay 'cos Mr Lynn wants it on ac foolscap.So I have to copy it.but his lesson was really fun n funny.Bio lecture was so boring.everyone was nodding off during it.e lecturer showed us an animation on DNA replication.it was kinda cool n disgusting at e same time.haha.rest of e lessons were ok.
as usual,me n S had laughing fits during certain lessons.haha.so funny.She showed me what she copied during bio lecture.She wrote all sorts of rubbish.haha.her letter y was written in e opposite manner.she copied stuff which wasn't given[haha.she just wrote crap]She also showed me her chem notes from remedial.haha.again she drew stupid diagrams to symbolize different concepts.haha.it is damn funny.
Pe was fun.we had to run one round but never mind.we played soccer.I seem to be e only one who screams when playing soccer.haha.I don't care.when u scream n play it makes it so fun.haha.I'm sucky at playing soccer but it was fun.yay!I think my classmates think I'm crazy.wahaha.HL said I make up for them 'cos they never scream.D also said 'y u scream when u play'I'm like tt..
I was really tired today.everyone was pretty sluggish too.K didn't come.So e class was quieter than normal.ppl miss teasing her.S came for lessons.she didn't want to miss lessons.So I wasn't 'alone'
I went home with A today.We took bus.haha.he lives really close to me[a couple of blocks away]
I didn't go back to bv.e outing was cancelled.out of 5 only 2 could make it[K n me]so I suppose I'll go back another day.
I went home,decided to slack for a while.I went to read a couple of my books,took a nap from 7 to 815[weird time right?]then I woke up to eat dinner n watch 10 minutes of tv.I got my dad to fix e msn thing so my messenger is now working.woohoo!
I was kinda pissed off when I woke up from my nap.So I wasn't in a good mood until I got e messenger working.
Actually I'm quite happy in sch.Although e class isn't very well bonded.we r still ok.We need more improvement.I hope contact time on mon will improve e situation.
I'm happy.I'm gonna do something with my sch over this weekend.I think I'll cut my hair tml.maybe.

9:30 PM

my chem sucks.

gosh I lost my post all because I open JX's blog.hey u ur fault!haha.I think it's because her blog needs some time to load[her blog is quite complicated]
as I wanted to say,my day in sch started ok n ended awfully.But I'm happy now.Lessons were boring except physical geog lecture which was fun.
pe was awful.I hate running!!!I can't run!I seem to have lost my touch at running.I used to be able to run for at least 2 rounds non stop.Now I can't.*sigh*
Chem test was depressing.I felt so helpless doing e test.I couldn't do a single question without help.I feel so dumb.I didn't study.I was really sad then 'cos I have never like done badly for chem or failed it n I really take pride in doing chem 'cos it's my best subject to me.I didn't have e mood to go for chem remedial even though I can see e cute chem tutor.But seeing him reminds me of how incompetent I am with chem for now.I'm gonna study it over e wkend when I feel like it.I can't afford to fail chem.
After sch I went to wait with K.she was waiting for her dad to pick her up.I just stayed with her n ate icecream to cheer myself up.During chem I felt really hot like having a fever but after sch I felt better.earlier in e day I had cough n sorethroat.Must be all e germs spreading around e class.haha.
Tml I'll be 'alone' for geog 'cos S n K won't be around[they sit at e same table as me]then I'll go crash L J n A's table.I hope I won't be too extra.haha.K is sick.poor girl.I hope she gets well soon.S is going to SYF to see her seniors dance.so a couple of my gd friends won't be around tml.but never mind I have other friends too:)
Tml there is pe.yea!we can play soccer I like it a lot.haha.but I want to play e real game instead of doing e basics n stupid games.then I can run about scream n have lotsa fun.haha.
I met YY at bb again.haha.I felt kinda down n wanted to do some homework.so I called her out.We met at mac,ate did hw n talked.I managed to do most of my geog essays.I took more than an hour to do it.I was like racking my brains trying to do it.I think YY thought I was kinda crazy when I was doing tt stupid essay.It's e hardest piece of work I have ever done.even though I have all e info but I can't seem to place them all together n rephrase it.but I managed to do most of it.yea!at abt 8 we went to westmall[YY wanted to buy her hairspray thing]haha.as usual we crapped n stuff.haha.she got a wallet for herself[it's kinda cute it has a comic strip on it]I got a wallet for my younger sis[it's light blue with retro stuff on it it looks really nice]n she likes it.My taste is so gd.haha..I took a bus home 'cos it was raining.it was fun..haha
at home there were nice stuff for me to eat.haha.I'm tired so I'm going to sleep.I will not give up on my chem.

10:15 PM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

I'm not studying for chem test.

today was ok.E day was short.Lessons were ok.Mr Lynn came back.He's still sick but he came back.so sweet of him.his lecture was really funny.after sch,I stayed back with a couple of them to have lunch.quite fun.then I went home as usual by myself.
I got home abt 315.I went to bath n do some stuff.at 4 I went to take a nap.I was supposed to wake up at 6 but I ended up waking up at 8.how nice.I haven't done my gp n studied for my chem.I'm sick of facing so much work but I'm not going to care abt it all.haha.
Tml I have pe.I don't know whether I wanna wear my contacts but I think I won't 'cos I have really dark dark circles under my eyes[don't wanna look like a panda] n due to orientation,I got a weird tan on my face cos of my specs.I'll try to even out e tan another day.I hope tml will be ok.I serously don't like running.
tt's all.I have to do my gp.I have got to meet deadlines.e most I'll just copy hw as usual.haha.

8:45 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Happy day!

haha.today was a nice day.I'm like forever laughing all e time.Lessons was fun 'cos we kept laughing..at times,it was boring but who cares anyway.
I ate like two times in sch.haha.I'm going to grow fat.but I don't care.
actually I was supposed to go for chem remedial but e chem tutor didn't have time.So we went to e bleachers.Then ZX n P came.So I went to say hi n stuff.haha.As usual I crapped with ZX.I waited until J ocame then I left.tt fella so dao[arrogant]:p they look kinda cute in their JJ uni.
Later on I went to meet YY at westmall again.We went to eat then she went to buy a single slice of ice ream cake for her mum.haha.I would never do tt 'cos it's like dumb.U pay so much for a teeny slice of ice cream when u can just buy a whole tub of ice cream.haha.Luckily it didn't melt before she got home.
tt's abt all for my day.not bad at all.

8:30 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

Nice day..

I had a nice day in sch today.I managed to settle some unhappy stuff with some one.So I'm feeling much better.I like e class more n more by day.Lessons were ok.I had a laughing fit during chem tutorial 'cos of S n J's teasing.Then we started laughing.Then tree gave tt 'what's going on' look than I started laughing uncontrollably.Looking at their faces made me want to laugh even more.It was damn funny.haha..chi lesson at e end of e day was fun.We were made to fill in a student particulars form in chinese.We[me J L Y M]were so blur.we were like exclaiming 'how to fill this in?what is what?'haha..so funny..
Recess n lunch was fun.haha.
Tml we have remedial class with e cute chem tutor.woohoo!I think I won't go for hockey trials.I suck at stuff :(
U know what? Jo is coming to AC tml.woohoo!then can see him n like talk abt stuff.actually I wanted to go back to JJ to see them since e table tennis ppl r coming to ac.haha.even better.I can just go talk to them.
I altered my skirt again.I hope it isn't too short.I altered it 'cos e front was longer than e back.But now I made it shorter:P it looks nice tt way.
I walked home today.I had tuition early 'cos my sis came home late.Tuition was ok.dinner was nice.haha.I'm tired but I'm going to call YY later.
Tml is going to be a nice day too..

9:45 PM

Today n Yesterday.

I'm listening to sly's album.It's ok not tt great but acceptable.His new single isn't very nice he sounds as if he's singing karaoke.But when u listen to it again it sounds a lil better.
My day is ok.I had a nice lunch[sandwiches n fruit salad.yummy!]I tried to do some of my homework but I either don't know how to do it or I don't have e info to do it.I can't concentrate.I think I'm going to fail my common test terribly.I haven't learnt up all e 1st 3 months stuff n I'm struggling with e current stuff taught.Plus my maths sucks!I have no idea how I'm gonna catch up in maths n geog. But other than tt I'm quite ok with stuff now.I'm kinda looking forward to sch tml.
I didn't blog ytd at night 'cos I was watching a chinese drama serial.Then I felt really tired n went to sleep after tt.I'll just go thru ytd.I woke up at abt 945,called biqi to wake her up,bathed n got ready to go out.I was supposed to meet her at 1130 but she turned up at 1230.How nice.but suprisingly I was in a gd mood so I just sat down n listened to my discman.We had lunch together.I went to get another skirt[sch uniform]I saw Glenn Ong n Rod Montero outside OG.haha.kinda cool.Then we just walked around n bought stuff to eat n talked.I was really sleppy on my way home.I reached home,had a short nap before going to church.As usual there weren't enough seats,so me n mel[my younger sis] sat at our usual place[this lil black table tt is in a corner]mind u,e table didn't break when we both sat on it.haha.Later we went to westmall for dinner.My dad bought a dvd player.yea! haha.let me tell u something very funny tt happened when I went to harvey norman[electronics shop] with my siblings to find for my parents.As we walked in ,I told my lil bro n sis to look out for papa.U know what,my 4 year-old blur lil bro ran up to a stranger n shouted papa!wahaha.when he realised he was wrong he quickly ran away.I think e man was pretty shocked.haha.we found my parents at some part of e shop.They all laughed at him.wahaha.my bro is so blur.
tt's abt it for today.I'm going to have a nap then later I'll just watch abit of tv,get my mum to alter my skirt n get ready for sch.

2:45 PM

Just read some of my classmates' blog

I was kinda sad when I read my classmates' blog.I felt very sad.Actually I almost wanted to cry.They miss their old class so much.

HL's blog:anyway, yesterday is a very tiring day for me...as well as a depressing one..although i told myself hard enough not to think about the past and move on, i can't. it's just like once someone enters your heart, you feel it hard to forget that person...I just can't help staring at the empty spaces around me, where all our old classmates used to sat...These empty spaces are just like the emptiness within me....

I felt so depressed when I read it.I understand how they feel 'cos I'm going thru it too.I miss my jj friends so much too.but I have no choice but to make do with my new class.So I'm gonna make it work.e class will definitely work out.I know it.
But I'm happy tt ppl r opening up to me.haha.I'm gonna make great friends with them.I will be part of them..somehow...I have no idea how.I really want them to accept me.I want to be part of e class.

9:30 AM

Friday, April 08, 2005

Great way to end e sch week!

today I'm feeeling very happy.I had a great day although I was bored at times.
Pe was stupid.I simply cannot dribble e soccer ball.I'm awful at it.A was like great at it.she was even better than e guys in e grp.So I was pretty in awe of her soccer skills.
Chem practical was stupid.I seem to suck at practicals.Everything seems to be going wrong.e difference between my titration readings were like 1.oo away!But I don't care.haha..
E class is getting better.Yea!e class has bonded quite abit since day 1.so I think it's a gd way to end e sch week.But to some it may not be.Now I have a better impression of e class now.It's getting noisier but we still need more time.haha.As soon I'm better friends with them all,they shall see e super crazy side of me.haha.I can't wait.
Geog tutorial was really fun not because of e teacher but because me S n K were talking abt teachers we felt were cute.They say I'm pervertic 'cos I want to ask e teacher abt chem stuff[2nd intakers can go n fix n appointment with him] n get a closer look at e chem teacher=p so bad right?what's wrong abt looking at cute guys? when u get e chance to have a cute guy as ur chem tutor so u have have to treasure e experience right?Maybe it's because they r from girls's sch.We were laughing n laughing away.Mr Lynn didn't come .So we had e techno dummy teacher.S likes him more than e chem teacher.tt geog relief teacher is so nerdy!S really has no taste.haha=p
After sch,I stayed on with K.I don't know y I wanted to stay on sch.I thought everyday I would want to go home early since I end sch late.Instead for this week e earliest tt I have reached home is 545?haha.We talked as usual .I feel comfy talking to her.She's really cute but her character is so not me.haha.like totally different.but we get along great!yea!my best friends always r of completely different character from me.I have no idea y.Opposites attract?
I'm happy.Tml I'm going out with biqi.I haven't seen her for quite along time.Actually I wanted to meet her today but she had a date so too bad.so I went home.
Nxt wk I'm going back to jj if I have e time n to bv on fri to meet my np friends.woohoo!I miss them so so much...

9:00 PM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Yea!Great day!

I had a fantastic day.
I'm closer to e class.We talked abt e class n everything.I helped them to spy on someone.Actually M is a very nice n noisy person when u really get to know her.Normally she doesn't interact much with e class.haha..
Lessons was ok a lil boring at times but ok.During bio prac,we did e potato strip thing.It's so boring!I was so slow.I cut my potato so slowly.And my results were ridiculous.My graph looked awful.geog lecture was ok.only for e physical geog part,my teacher didn't come so there was this relief teacher.He was a techno dummy so he took ages before he could set up e powerpoint stuff.He teaches like crap too.e rest were pretty ok.e chem teacher is so cute.hehe..
I had pe in e morn.I was one of e last during e running.I'm awful at running=p I got so hot n sweaty.so yucky!So I stank like anything.I know although nobody complained.hehe
after sch I accompanied K while she waited for her dad to fetch her.we talked abt e class n everything.It was fun talking to her.I feel more n more like part of e class.E ppl r opening up to me n I was my crazy self today.e guys r also getting more used to e talkative side of me tt they haven't seen before.I can crap alot.So everything went fine.S is very nice too.She's a lil chorlor[rough] n crazy like me.I had fun with her during bio prac.
After tt I went to meet YY at Westmall.We went to eat at kfc,talked n crapped.She accompanied me home then she went to take a bus home.
I'm in a great mood:)I realise when I get enough sleep,I'm happier n feel like my normal self.So I'm going to make 10o'clock my official sleep time.
[updated on 15 april,friday. but I don't seem to sleep at 10.I either sleep earlier or abt 11 plus:(]
haha.tml is fri e last day of my 1st week with my new class.It will be a great day tml.

9:15 PM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Boring...

I think I'm back to square 1.E class is still dead.We don't seem to socialize alot.I'm kinda sad abt it.I used to have so much fun in sch now it is pretty boring 'cos there doesn't seem to have much energy n life in the class.I want to be happy like talking n laughing in class instead of forever being quiet n concentrating on the lesson.I miss the times in jj where e gang n I joked around.In class there isn't many ppl who r as crazy as me.Although my current class rep is pretty bubbly but she's not e type tt goes super crazy[like going all out super high n stuff].So I'm pretty bored now.I think we need more time if by fri e situation doesn't improve I don't know what's going to happen:(
I haven't chosen what cca to join yet.I'll go try out hockey next wk with A.Nxt wed,I'll go try interact club.After e badminton season,I'll try out recreational badminton.In july when e soccer team starts,I'll join tt.So now I'm cca-less.I haven't decided to keep which one as my permenent cca.
Tml I have pe.I don't know how it will be like.Plus I'm going to wear my new super-short fbt shorts.We'll c what happens tml.hehe..
After sch I went to Queensway with S YY n HC.I got my fbt shorts.S got hers too.We just walked around n looked at stuff.We had a very late lunch there.It was nice.
On our way home,we made so much noise in e bus but I don't care.hehe..We had fun...
I'm still very tired so I'm sleeping early.ytd I wanted to sleep early but I ended up sleeping at 1130.So I was so tired n sleepy in e morn.So I was kinda quiet n subdued[wasn't my usual loud self actually I haven't been my usual self for ages]

9:15 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Happy but tired day..

Hey,I had a pretty nice day.My relations with my class has improved.I've gotten closer to them.I've decided to go into which clique.e clique I chose is just one of e main cliques in class.although e ppl aren't cool or whatever,I feel tt I can connect e best with them n I like them loads!
Classes today were ok.They were nice not too boring except Bio.It's a little boring 'cos we're doing genetic inheritance n control.E rest is pretty ok.Oh ya.for maths,I don't understand a single thing 'cos I haven't learnt them all.During gp,I realised tt JM is really domineering n she has to be right.But L could shut her up 'cos her points were more relevant than JM's.She was like helping e opposition with every word she said n she said stuff tt was totally so not true[shall not go into detail]So I have sort of seen her extreme behaviour.So I'm going to stay away from her sort of but we shall still be friends.I still need more time to get to know her.I shall not be a bad person.
[updated 1 May,Sat actually,JM is not as bad as I pictured her to be.it's just her charcter n personality.no discrimination!]
After sch,I went to e library with K L n J,we wanted to talk but the teacher on duty obviously noticed us n we decided to go to e bleachers to talk.We had a nice talk n our relationship level like went up one level.yea!So I was in a great mood when I left sch.
On my way home,I went to Westmall.I got stopped by a fella selling donation tickets.I bought it for once.Wahaha.I was in a good mood so I bought it.Usually I would try to avoid these ppl but I didn't.=)
I wanted to buy a big cookie at e cookie shop but they didn't have any so I went to shop n save[supermarket] to get choc chip cookies.I ate it on my way home.I went to collect my passport sized photo.Suprisingly I look ok!Yea!
I'm tired so I'm going to sleep at 10.Tml I'll be going with some friends to queensway to get fbt shorts.bb!

8:45 PM

Monday, April 04, 2005

1st day with my new class.

Today was ok.I met my classmates.They r quite nice.But there r cliques formed already but I'll find my way thru into one of them.For e time being I'm just going around with quite a few ppl.I connected with a couple of ppl K n P.K is e class rep n she takes geog too.She's really nice n I can talk to her.I didn't have a gd impression of P at 1st 'cos she looked very high up n everything.But later when I talked to her during chi class.She was really warm n friendly.Plus she's from a neighbourhood sch just like me.
Lectures n tutorials were not bad.I got a really hot chem teacher!woohoo.he's taking us for term 1.he's really cute=p other than tt everything was quite normal.I like my chi teacher.she's very nice n she understands tt our chi sucks.So she explains everything to us.N I can understand.yea!
I went to take passport sized photo.I don't know how it will turn out.I hope I will look ok in it.But I have e feeling tt it will look awful.
I've got homework already.Later I'll go do it after my chi tuition.I'll finish tuition at 8.Then I'll go do my stuff n get ready for sch.

6:30 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

I got my textbook!

Hiya..
I'm feeling happy.I got my bio textbk today.I like it alot.But I haven't gotten my chem textbk yet.But I'll get it soon.
I went down to Orchard to get it.I met YY at e mrt station than we went to kino[bkshop] to search for my textbks.I couldn't find any I wanted.One of e recommended textbks cost over 200 bucks!We just walked ard n later went to borders[another bkshop]Well,there weren't any txtbk tt I wanted.So it was a wasted trip.We walked over to Shawhouse to go get my ac sweater.They didn't have e red jacket tt I like.So I got e blue pullover.It looks nice.I put it to wash.On tues,i'll get to wear it.We went to eat at Mos burger[yummy!]After tt,we went to je's popular to take a look at e textbks they hav.YES!they have it.I bought e bio bk.But I'm yet to get to c one of e recommended chem txtbk so I'll just wait till I get to compare e two txtbks then I'll decide which one to buy.
Haha.I've finally gotten e txtbk[really happy]one of e co-authors is e author of my sis's old bio txtbk.So I like it alot.It doesn't have much colour but I like it.'cos I used to use my sis bio txtbk to study when I was in upper sec.My normal txtbk was not as great tt's y I always use hers.I also used her other science txtbks.
Tml is mon.I hope it will be nice.I'm going to have my 1st day with my class.It will be fun.I'll be very tired.I don't know whether I'll have e time to blog.so forgive me if I don't blog.bb!

9:45 PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Still in a very high mood!

I feel happy now.I've had a great day.In e morn,I went to e supermarket n bought lotsa stuff.My parents paid obviously.Later in e the afternoon I went to church.K n his bro r being initiated into e church[so cool tt means nxt easter they will be full fledged catholics!]We went to eat dinner at e hawker center behind e church.We came home.I went to watch abit of tv.there is this new chinese serial on tv.it's nice I like it.
Abt 11,I came on to blog n stuff.I chatted with WQ YY n Jo.Jo like JJ alot.tt's gd 'cos he's gonna stay there for e rest of his jc life.I miss my JJ frens lots.
I feel great now.like happy n everything.I like my life now.It's great.Next wk I'm gonna hav lotsa fun.Maybe I'll return to JJ on one day to collect my 16pf results[personality test]then I'll go c my BV friends n my JJ friends.
tt's all.I should be able to blog tml if I'm not too tired n if I'm free.I'm expecting a very busy schedule next wk.

11:30 PM

Friday, April 01, 2005

What A GREAT DAY!!!!

I had a great day today.it was fabulous.I went to sch until abt 250.Then I went home,bathed and went to boonlay mrt to meet my JJ friends.
Erm.talk abt my day at sch.it was fun.I ate two meals in sch again.I'm seriously going to get fat.
I got my class posting.I'm in 1SD2.I know quite a few of my classmates already 'cos we met during maths lecture.So I'm pretty excited abt getting to know them well n our time together as a class.
Then in e afternoon I had geog makeup lecture.It was boring 'cos it was e female teacher lecturing on human geog.She went thru all e lectures so quickly.she did like more than 5 lectures in 1 hour[normally they take 40 min for each lecture.]I was bored n dazed after her lecture.I went home on my own 'cos my other friends had more lectures.
I went to boon lay mrt to meet my JJ friends.I met GG n SW 1st.LX came later.GG looks cute in her pj[pioneer] skirt.She kept saying her skirt is too long but I think it shd be even shorter.Her skirt is abt 2 inches above e kneecap.We ate together n waited for LX to come.We left for sch.
JJ nite was fantastic.I had so so much fun.I laughed so much.E reunion with X YW SW LX GG was so fun.We talked abt everything.We joked abt.We miss each others' lame jokes n cute ways of behaviour.I had a really happy time with them.
I got to meet many of my classmates n og mates.I miss them so so much.I hugged them e moment I saw them.I feel bad tt I'm not there to share with them their troubles n everything.But I'll go back to JJ to see them all.
During JJ night,we danced cheered n sang.It was fun.I got really high.We gals screamed n shouted till our throats hurt.everyone was so cute.Then I saw ZX too.He seems happy there so gd for him.I miss JJ's orientation so much.I finally got a chance to go crazy n play during JJ night.It is one of my happiest moments so far.I saw Jo n EY later on after JJ night ended abt 1030+.I had to go so I didn't go say hi to them.They look so cute.I think they r in e same og.I hope they like JJ.SW's parents' sent me home[so nice of them]
So now I'm at home blogging.before tt I went to bath.Wahaha.What a great day..

11:45 PM